i've been keeping mum about it, avoiding what seem to be inevitable. it feels like i'm already out of the picture. i didn't planned for this- i feel sorry for me. i should have made a back up plan. like an old adage say, life goes on. but reality bites.

i had been used to being alone. if i could learn the ropes again, i don't know.


all i have is myself...

go.

while everyone is saying yes, seems like i'm the only one from keeping you. i give it what's due you.

go.