fallen angel

some words are steeds with silver wings
some hearts will never fly
they trudge, poor grimy earthbound things
tucked to a lowly high


scars come a cheap in brass linings
souls are sold in bargain
tempest lashes out the ruffled wings
bitter cold and beaten


some notes wounds in perfect strings
rising back from the fire
pure fear stealthily engulfing
dazed in circles and guile


breaking free this bondage halo
invoked the brutal grace
aroused the lost soul in limbo
jaded from endless chase


appeased are the tears and wailings
pitch black turns crimson
blades of light cuts through the gapping
bathes the bleak dungeon


scream, fill the acid lungs with life
billows the smoke of seethe
embrace, consume the blinding white
dust ashes of defeat


rise fallen angel from discord
rise fallen angel rise.

black cinderella

Bitter night, I close my eyes
I see your face in disguise
In masquerade, in pitch parade
Bleeding lips in a charade

Crisp wind blows the veil
Reveals the tears you dispel
You throw me with a chilling stare
Heart’s agape in tainted fear

Black Cinderella vain in waiting
Holding the broken glass shoes
I hear your heart is breaking
For a prince who never paid his dues

Keep waiting, hiding, masquerading
Lost in your eyes of endless searching
Hundred years is gone and passed
No phantom appeared from the mist

Cinderella in endless waiting
Break the line where widow marches
Turn your back a perfect wedding
Throw the bouquet of dead roses

Cinderella in defeated dreams
Hear the song of broken strings
My beating heart will take you in
I will save you from dragon’s lair

happy valentines baby

lala,

it doesnt take a special day to celebrate my love for you. experiencing your love is like a day of the hearts - year round.

you are my love, my life, my everything.

havin you is like my life turned full circle. everything seems so right. you made me experienced feelings i never knew i have. you took me to heights i never knew possible. the selflessness im feeling to someone so special i never thought would be possible materializes in you. i have never felt so love and so in love with someone other than you. for once, i am not holding back. i put aside my anxieties of the possibilities of getting hurt. masochist it may seem like, but im willing to go through all the pain if they will be caused by you. and you will never do that, do you?

i am telling the whole world i do love you. and i am not afraid. i wanna grow old with you.

i love you much baby.

happy valentines day.

love,
paluy

done at last..

my client's been bugging me. now that it's done , i hope that all the specs been met, the requirements satisfied... crossing my fingers anyway.

GOAT

The GOAT … THE GENTLE GOAT

The Goat is the most easygoing of all the signs … sensitive to other people's needs, kindhearted, flexible and social. Goats love life, and all forms of art will help them express their active energy and joie de vivre. When stressed, they can be moody and appear weak, but will stubbornly resist the opinions of others if they disagree. They are devoted to their loved ones, outgoing and quite outspoken about the world they live in.

Goats are both free-spirited and honest -- whatever they say about something or someone will not be far off the truth. They are well connected and loved because of their kind nature. It's common for their mothers to be their best friends. Goats are assertive but not dominant … and tend to complete what others leave undone. They make great coworkers and superior friends … as long as you allow them space to be creative.

Love for the Goat Man

Goat men will start to fall in love many times, but are always waiting for the special partner that can crack the walls around them. Goat guys tend to be overly critical and focus on finding the ideal partner -- who, of course, does not exist. Once they can let go of their high ideals, they can open their hearts. If you love a Goat man, encourage his self-confidence and boost his belief in his own talents. It can be hard to please a Goat man because he can quickly change moods, with no apparent good reason. They believe there is only one partner for them in this life and if that goes wrong or does not materialize, they tend to stay solo.

TAURUS - the bull

GENERAL READING

Taurus isn't necessarily like a Bull in a ring with a toreador. You could be more like peace-loving Ferdinand, seeking the gentle meadows filled with flowers, sunshine and natural beauty. It's only Taurus stubbornness that can make you angry enough to charge at someone who is disturbing your peace.

Taurus are noted for your determination. You get to where you are going, not because you are exceptionally fast or clever, but because Taurus will not be distracted from your goals. Your need for stability and simplicity can motivate Taurus to create a life for yourself that is quite functional, though it might seem boring to someone else. But Taurus aren't interested in taking unnecessary risks that can put your solid footing in jeopardy.

Taurus motto might be "Take care of the senses and everything else will take care of itself." It may be that your attraction to material things is less about the objects themselves than it is about the pleasure they bring to your senses. Comfortable living and working space is important to Taurus, along with nice linens, clothing, food and music. And, as one of the most practical signs, Taurus outlook on life is usually quite sensible. As Taurus plod along in life, getting what you need in order to survive, don't forget to look at the beauty that is beyond the material world of material possessions.

Element: Earth
Earth signs are naturally practical. In this lifetime we are bound to Earth. There is no escaping the reality around us. The Earth is about as real as it gets; it can be felt, weighed and it has substance. Accordingly, the earth signs base their life on what is real, not what is imagined. Sensation is valued over thoughts or feelings. Earth signs live with their feet on the ground. Others seek their advice because of their basic sensibility. For earth signs, seeing is believing.

The earth of Taurus is simple and sensible. It's about getting back to basics. This is about working the earth in a garden or about having the tools that we need in order to build.

Second House: Possessions
The Second House symbolizes those things that are of value to us. Personal possessions are within this domain, as is our money. Anything having personal value is associated with the Second House. It also represents those things we value that are not things. When you think about what is most important to you -- your own values -- you are indeed thinking about your Second House.

Key Planet: Venus
Venus is the planet of love and desire. She is in charge of romance and beauty. But Venus isn't only about physical love; she's also symbolic of the ideal love. When we see a beautiful painting or other work or art, Venus is present. She is the beauty of a rose as much as she is the attraction we have to someone we love. As the key planet of Taurus, Venus is sensual and simple. We fulfill the senses with beauty and life is good.

Taurus Greatest Strength: Your sensible outlook on life

Taurus Possible Weakness: Accepting less than you can achieve



PERSONAL READING

Cutting to the Chase...

Too many books and theories about relationships assume that the same answers work for everybody. And of course that's not true. Passionate folks need a different kind of relationship than do more detached or laid back ones. Some people are very domestic by nature. Other wither unless they have more breathing room. Our first step then is to explore RK as a unique person. Who exactly is he, independently and as an individual? Let's dive right into that question astrologically.

Introduction to RK's Intimacy Secrets Astrological Profile

What follows is a thumbnail sketch of RK, focusing on the parts of his character that are most relevant to questions of sex, love, and intimacy. Later we'll explore the kind of person with whom he could be happiest in the long run.

The center of the astrological universe is always the Sun. There is a certain set of values and attitudes to which RK must be true if he is going to be authentically real, psychologically centered, and fully alive. Astrology is a lot more complicated than Sun Signs, but we can never leave them out of the picture. The Sun is what holds the solar system together, and it holds all the different voices in RK's psyche together in the same way.

Sun in Taurus

When RK was born, the Sun was in the sign Taurus, the Earth Person. RK has a gift for simplicity and a distaste for unnecessary drama. He prefers and can offer peace, stability, and a healthy attitude toward the physical dimensions of existence. Taurean energy appreciates a mate who can luxuriate in the senses. If a relationship becomes too emotionally Byzantine, deprives RK of too much sensory input, or cuts him off from the world of nature for too long, RK may become as fidgety as an unexercised racehorse. Intimacy, however, invariably brings up psychological issues in both partners. RK may need to remember that not all conflicts are empty soap operas --some of them are quite legitimate, and working through them calmly can improve a relationship.